Hi there. My life is in shambles right now. Instead of the usual lonely worry that I’ve had ever since this year started, I now have guilt to accompany it. I’d rather not talk about it so publicly here, but let’s just say I lied. That’s why I can’t enjoy my new 4 tops, 2 pairs of shoes (my dream pair of shoes included), 1 pair of comfy shorts and 1 belt to the maximum. My academic life is also taking a turn for the worse as my thesis plans (which I spent a lot of time on) are not going well at all. I’m at the verge of believing that I may not graduate on time, and I fervently wish that it won’t be true. Guess what? We have a progress report presentation and Monday—but I don’t have any progress at all. Add in my fear my adviser hates/is disappointed with me and everything’s just dandy. 

However, since I keep on writing notes to myself which urge me to keep on smiling, I guess I’ll have a rundown of stuff to be happy for in a lame attempt to comfort myself:

1. Well, I did get to buy my dream shoes: high-heeled royal blue pumps.
2. For all the things I bought today, I only spent a little above 2000Php!:”>
3. I can sleep tomorrow morning and think about my presentation in the afternoon.
4. Our seminar last Friday (Friday the 13th!) was really awesome! 
5. My favorite lipstick is still alive.
6. Danshi Koukousei no Nichijou is really funny. Now I have a new anime to add in my watchlist (number of anime currently in my watchlist now= 3). Yey! 
7. Lastly, my soap’s brand is Schulamite. It sounds like chulamite. Maybe I can get a chula if I keep on using it. (chula = gay lingo for someone you flirt with or is in a relationship with)

Small things, but hey. I’m happy in this picture because my niece’s bike (?) amazes me. I say “amazes” but I really want it for my own. lololol