Oh God, what am I doing? What was supposed to be an endeavor to brainstorm some ideas for our org’s exhibit turned into a vain selfish Photoshop trial. Its tutorial is pretty simple and easy to understand, so I’m thinking if our executive committee wouldn’t mind having their photos shopped into this. What bothers me tho is that it isn’t suited to our exhibit’s theme.
My To Do list is not making me earn brownie points either. I’m already feeling really wracky (no, such a word doesn’t exist) since we have no enzymes yet for my thesis, and now this: I can’t even find some fucking cassava starch. Research status: DREADFUL.
I was bored today so I decided to take a look at my high school batchmates’ FB profile pictures. I don’t usually do this since more or less, when I’m online I just keep my FB open hoping for someone to notice my existence and talk to me (FOREVER ALONE) while using up time for other sites.
I died a little. They were so gorgeous! They looked like people that I wouldn’t even normally know. Not that I’m close to them or anything, I mean I don’t even usually talk to them in high school. You know the concept of social stratification? It has something to do with that.(>__>) *ehem* Anyway, the ever jealous me looked at my profile picture album and sighed since she can never be as sophisticated and hawt as them. Oh, if only I had the cash to burn, then I’d use majority to buy some clothes and beauty products. What’s funny is when I compare my first ever profile picture:
with my latest:
I wonder how much I have changed. The first picture must have been taken about two years ago, where being “cute” was my priority. (Not that I’m saying I’m cute in this picture, I totally look like a mess with my face being so close to the camera. AND LOOK AT THE ANGLE! It’s so Friendster-y with sugar on top. I used it for my Crunchyroll profile though, not for Friendster.) Now I try so f*cking hard to look mature, and what’s depressing is I don’t even look like the person in the second one. It’s a fact that I don’t look like the me in my profile pictures or the pictures that I post here in Tumblr. Have you even seen me in person? I even have nerdy glasses that aren’t nerdy enough to become legit geeky cool. I could go on and on but I wont since I’ve ranted about it many times already that the enjoyable feeling I get when I talk gibberish has become bland.
What is the point of this post again?(O_O)
I’ll just watch some Seitokai Yakuindomo.:|
